Remember the days(:

Tuesday, May 16, 2006
-9:48 PM-

im just so disappointed..you nv meant anything. you just gl and gl and gl and gl. i dun get why you meant so much to me. you nv knew. you just hurt me again and again and again..my feelings..pls..pls dun tell me this is true love..i dun wana fall in love with him. im just...i just wana be friends. at most kor and mei. i dun wana love him in the gbr way..he would nv be my choice..at least i dun wan to.how can he make me feel like aim at top of the sky and make me feel like its the end of the world? haiz..

i doubt anyone noticed anything..oh well.

im down. real down. i duno if tml ill be high..i think yijie will be able to cheer me up? i duno..i always duno. im always the stupid idiot that doesnt understand everything and lag to know everything. how i hope i can just know nth. so i will know everything..

im beat today. very beat. table tennis. i think i will lose at the lian he zao bao bei. oh well. i lose everything..i lost them all..

i hope its just because im very very tired. i struggled to walk home today. i STRUGGLED. i was like a dead fish(connie say de). actually should be dead pig. oh well. whatever. i felt half dead though.

i go slp le..bbyes.

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