haiz..my confidence is back. but my skills like. gone lorx. my la is like shit. so is my fan shou. my cuo is..abit like shit. basically. all of them is like shit. haiz..
rourou. just now connie told me that tampines last time was cemetry!!! i was damn scared luhs. i am still. she say her mum say simei oso. den just now got one person at downstairs cough so loud lahs!!! den i scared. got alot of chills down my spine nia. brr~ just now still got one.
yijie not going for the combine concert the real thing de duty!!! no fair. its sad luhs. aww.
going to watch x3 with wanting. i think. when arh? oh yeah. now i owe wanting $10. cuz the ticket..10 right? oh yeah. i forget return atikah her $1 and connie her $8. im sooo forgetful. remind me next time.
atikah the blog finally got tagboard le!!
inuyasha left like 10+++ more eps. den still got movie..den still got fruit basket gona borrow from yijie..
and i keep forgetting this so i must write down!!! zhi qun is from cathalic high!!
wl. connie scaring again!!! hpmh!!!!! she told me to rmb her den wun be scared. deng~
ill be restarting my comp! bbyes.
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im no les. im gay. xD nehnehs. we were goldfish budds in our lastlife time. so. er. we dunno how to explain the relationship between us. or i mean. me. we are..the detachment of the memory period from our pastlife similiar goldfish-ed budds? weird statement. xD
well. she has always been yours you need to know how to treasure her. dun blow hot blow cold de. she will be uncertain like that. maybe you think im in no position to talk about it. i know you hate me. you think about it yourself. what have you been doing to her. not the happy moments only. the other moments. what have you done. how would she feel? maybe you feel sad and whatsoever. but. think of her. nvm. maybe we just think differently.
i just love yijie. xD we two arh..always think of our goldfish relationship before really doing anything stupid. we did quarel but will always think of the unique goldfish relationship that is only for us. xD
going to eat lunch with atikah later. bbyess.
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read this book 'is kissing counted as exercise?' it was saying that the person that kena french felt like the person frenching her like stick his tongue into her mouth den keep brushing her teeth. izzzit like that? as in. the real thing. it doesnt seem like so on the tv leh. hahx. i dun think i wana try? yeah. hahx.
ytd nv use com at all. watch inuyasha(left like. 30 eps to finish the whole series) den oso one piece. its a crap plot. budden its before water 7. after skypiea. the missing ones. den go watch den half way the video cannot be played. rourou. not fair luhs. den oso read book. i finish the samuria tale..the boy and the samurai den now reading the revenge of the forty-seven samurai. weird number uh? yeah. still haven fight though..den still half way through the O.C. . i dun get it lorx. why marrisa keep wanting an escape. haiz...maybe i just dun like changes. den still got another crap book when lightning strikes or something like that. going yijie house later. bao-ing zhong zi(means helping my mama) soon. so..bbyes.
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im beat. had to 'kio bi'. if you duno. its to pick out the translucent rice(the normal eating rice) from the white rice(some kind of dunnodunno what rice)..cuz to make zhong zi den can only use the white rice..den in 3 day will bao zhong zi..den of cuz ill be helping out like last year..budden now i must oso help to make the ingredients!! which=wake up earlier!! haiz..last year is bao le jiu hao. now still need to chao den stuff..=x zhong zi may seem so nice and delicious and just in a few mouthfuls can all go down the gullet..budden the guo cheng very tough. =x
kio bi is very very difficult..you can to look SOO thoroughly can. now im damn tired. yawn~
connie must change her..heartset. ya. since she say no one(or izzit nothing?) can change her mind. haiz..connie. why you suddenly so cold..brr..im freezing lorx. am i at north pole? oh pls dun ans me that im at south pole. T.T im lame. but i meant it.
today at trg..crap. the feeling not there lor. i like so much taller than the table. den i think i should bend down more..to level with the table. or i mean. bend my legs more. and..totally no xuan. i feel crap....and tired.
i go sleep le..going for combined concert with wanting. loveher. (:
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yay!! me and alan/alana flooded alan's blog!! xD hahx. xD
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just finish showering. going yijie house on mon most probably. i hope. at first tues thought can go jasmine house. disappointed nia. she not free. today i eat until like siao lor..now very very fat tummy!!! must excercise. ALOT ALOT. table tennis cannot slack le. =x must jian jian jian.
alana got blog. mama help to make. its..amazing. jess is my mother and leping's father. i wonder..xD
rourourou. bbyes. everyone. x)
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oh yeah. wanyi said i reminded her of her cousin. cuz i oso very enthu. am i? oO hahx.
yay. i going for combined concert. xD with wanting. and maybe yiting. i hope yiting oso bah. xD
aww. yiting not going. nvm. i still have WANTING. xD yijie having duty too. hahx.
hahx. wanting doing her pretty pretty blog. xD she is so happy with me talking about her. xD
okays. ends here. bbyes. wanting bbyes. xD
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wa ta shi wa misako hirohata! xD
ill help yijie find her jap name. soon. later bahh. i think. ya.
and..today..hmm..nth special happened. ohohoh. did he say hello? hmm..duno. hahx. ask him next time. hahx. and my kor is brave!! xD they should be kicking the soccer ball around the field now. got n-league. wonder who will win. dun even know they against which class. T.T
kkay. i post again later. i think. bbyes.
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did a few test today. lets see..
| How You Are In Love |
 You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
| You Are a Visionary Soul |
 You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul |
| What Your Sleeping Position Says |
| You are calm and rational.You are also giving and kind - a great friend.You are easy going and trusting.However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. |
| You Will Die at Age 73 |
 You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...And how you'll die as well. |
You Should Be Fashion Designer |
 Although you're offbeat and artistic, you have a good eye for trendsYou can figure out new incredible clothes to create... that will sell well! |
| You Are 54% Vain |
 You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence.Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you! |
| You Are A Jealous Ex |
 You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving onYou're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissedJealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go |
| Your Political Profile: |
| Overall: 35% Conservative, 65% Liberal |
| Social Issues: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal |
| Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal |
| Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal |
| Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal |
| Defense and Crime: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal |
| What Your Face Says |
 At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.
Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless. |
| Your Heart Is Green |
 Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out.When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life.
Your flirting style: Laid back
Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking
Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm
What you bring to relationships: Balance |
| Your Love Element Is Fire |
 In love, you are a true listener and totally present.For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt.
You attract others with your joy and passion.Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate.
Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life.And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal.
You connect best with: Wood
Avoid: Water
You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly |
| Your Seduction Style: The Natural |
 You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. |
aww. i overloaded by opening alot of windows..haiz. nvm ill continue doing the quizes next time. x) oh yeah. the picture..
not nice hor? i knew it. hahx. i just love my hair. okay this is before.. i first time use the picture the thingy..still blur about everything. okays. bbyes.
yijie say i was quiet today. really? i duno. she just realise today that crapping is tiring. (according to her) others shuo yi line. she shuo shi line. hahx. was i really quiet? hmm..i duno. i think cuz i was reading my book. i think. i duno.
im waiting for my hair to grow long. real long. i saw that ahh!! pic of mine. den i realise how nice my long and wavy hair was. i miss long hair days. hahx. i think post that pic later.
i saw our ytd de neoprint(with maylyn)!! hahx. me and yijie both love that yijie-zibei neo. damn cute luhs. hahx. bringing my neoprint with yijie that one tml. oh gosh. got that gui neo. hahx. nvm. my hair texture good. xP
still cannot play o2. and connie!!!
IM NOT A LESBIAN. found out yijie owe me so much!! hahx. i still owe connie and jia yuan $$. nv see them these days.
and another thing.
I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT YIJIE!! hahx. not sudden realisation. its long ago and only now den express you mei you. hahx. yijie. (im NOT a lesbian.) iLOVEyou!!! xD
today he show me that kinda we-are-strangers de face. aww. he is my kor lehs. nvm. another of my kor smile at me today. x) he usually just look away. hahx. now he yong gan le!! x) i hope he will always yong gan. x) be brave my oni-sama! xD i forget it oni-sama or oni-chan. i think its sama. it means miss and mr i think. i not sure. x)
kkay i go le. bbyes.
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damn it. dunno dunno why the o2 always no response from server!! argh.
today went to watch movie over the hedge. saw alot of ppl. saw huixian(pri sch). sheryl and her friend. may lyn and grace. leping and my kor. they arh..sure got something on de. hiak hiak hiak. >:) im gonna yan xing bi gong!! hmm..ill yan xing bi gong my kor. xD saw william oso. the project superstar. he was so short and sorta walking like a gay. hahx. he was in office attire. really look damn short. hahx.
me and yijie took neoprints together!! and after that we saw maylyn and we took together again!! hahx.
now yijie owing me alot of $$ muahahha. we went shopping. bought new clothes. the skirt wasnt my style though. the shirt and that long pants was nice. xD yijie taste very good. my one not bad only. =x gonna improve. i think i need more shirts..i think.
i still owe connie and jia yuan $$. yijie owe me $$. wanting finished owing me $$.(wanting. no need to return me the 10 cents. xD) den..yeah like that only bahh..
kkay. bbyes. x)
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im surprised by the no of ppl that duno what is snogging and willies. hahx. dun find me pervertic. its in the books. hahx. im innocent.
now got alot of books i wana see..the cathy hopkins de series and some other random ones..
tml no school!! xD
er. i duno what to write le..okays bbyes. xD
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today has been a idiotic day. dun wana talk about it.
you wont believe how much i missed you. ytd..got tt. den got ppl quarel..and it was ATIKAH BIRTHDAY. i just realised. this is the first time i wrote its someone's bday. i think its cuz i got nth to write. i think oso cuz she lost the flower i gave her. =x
still. its been like..duno duno how many days. the post is still there and no one notices anything. i think i..i duno. and im owing alot of ppl $$..
yanci-$1.70 sylvia-$1(i just realised duno duno when.) connie-$5.50+ytd de..is..?2.50 bah? so its..$8
jiayuan-$3.50
it think like that..? or do i owe atikah $$ oso..? i duno. owe too many ppl $$. total=$14.50 gonna have a big hole in my pocket. aww. haiz..
talking with my gay friend now. he was having a gay nick. den change to a private joke. den now got a GAYER nick. i swear he is GAY. GAYISH GAY. x)
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went yijie house. saw monster the second. unpleasant meetings. =x din really like it? yeah.
still. no one noticed anything. haiz..
im down. crap.
cuz of him. i think.i duno why leh. i can only be high with yijie. i think its cuz we are both very weird. yeah. i think. when she not around den BOMB. i go DOWNDOWDOWN. aww. bad news for me.
just finished my logo. its crappy. tml need bring all the science stuff. =x
im being accused of being a hypocrite. AGAIN. why dosent it pay to be nice? i stil lhave to dao tie. oh well. i think i know who it is. i dun care. im still helping.
just like. afew days nv check den yi da dui chu xian!! den now we have to catch up on one piece. inuyasha..we leave it aside first bah.
a damn sad fact-i cannot play o2jam. =x
kkay. i go sleep. animenia nth much that is good..i think.
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hmm..looks like really no one noticed anything. its all the better. oh yeah..its not noticing im down. its another thing. its just. something else. haiz..
im down but..im not that down le..im typing with my eyes on the table so maybe got spelling errors. so..yeah. im down. quite down. not as down as ytd though. this is not my tireness or anything..its just..haiz. dun wana say. haiz...
ppl are like. not caring about the chalet le lorx..connie giving up. haiz..now i must save like siao. or should i? no. i duno. even if i save oso not much..haiz. yeah..the chalet..we deciding like this lah kay? the date still not that sure budden most probably is 5,6,7 of sept. i know xz cannot for 6..budden..i not sure lah kay? den it will be at aloha loyang. den got 9 meals..1-bbq 1-pizza den the rest duno..i think maybe the rest
i eating instant noodles..i mean.
ME only. den the rest..i think like. mac kfc long john mosburger or something like that. you decide yourself le. den the rest..i not sure le. activities..got water bomb. den duno. and now only got 6 confirm go. 6 havent ask. 3 not sure. so..gonna ask the 6 ppl. i hope everyone can go..actually i dun get it lor. i may not be even going and im orgainsing. im so mao dun. i duno what im doing. haiz..maybe both me and connie giving up on the chalet and there will be no more chalet? i duno. i hope not. you people..can more enthu anot. haiz..
haiz...
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im just so disappointed..you nv meant anything. you just gl and gl and gl and gl. i dun get why you meant so much to me. you nv knew. you just hurt me again and again and again..my feelings..pls..pls dun tell me this is true love..i dun wana fall in love with him. im just...i just wana be friends. at most kor and mei. i dun wana love him in the gbr way..he would nv be my choice..at least i dun wan to.how can he make me feel like aim at top of the sky and make me feel like its the end of the world? haiz..i doubt anyone noticed anything..oh well.
im down. real down. i duno if tml ill be high..i think yijie will be able to cheer me up? i duno..i always duno. im always the stupid idiot that doesnt understand everything and lag to know everything. how i hope i can just know nth. so i will know everything..
im beat today. very beat. table tennis. i think i will lose at the lian he zao bao bei. oh well. i lose everything..i lost them all..
i hope its just because im very very tired. i struggled to walk home today. i STRUGGLED. i was like a dead fish(connie say de). actually should be dead pig. oh well. whatever. i felt half dead though.
i go slp le..bbyes.
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113 days!! xDhahx. its boring i know. i think its boring oso. x( waiting for like SOO long. =x
today on the bus..this lady made a deep impression on me. she said
thank you. izznt it rare? its like..i was sitting on the outside(as per normal) den she was like looking at me. den i oso look at her. den she look on the space beside me. den i shift my legs. den she said
the 2 magical words. i was surprised luhs.
haiz..im still looking for
that special someone. they told me to sun qi zi ran. yeah. i want to sun qi zi ran oso. budden deng bu ji le. hahx. she told me that when you dun hate that person. den give that person who likes you a chance. i duno. i prefer what im doing. wait for that person that i really really
love den wait for that him. until he realises im here. which is the better method? duno.
msn got prob. x( aww. it seems TOO busy. oh well. waiting for it to load.
bbyes. later.
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114 days!! xDoh yeah..the personality test..the url is at yijie blog. i lazy go copy. anyw.
kenneth(tan)! happy birthday! xD i tot i was the first. aww. last night i was wide awake den should have rmbed. hahx. nvm. x)
den..today is his birthday meh? i tot its last mth. den yiie like tell me today..aiya. duno. hahx. talking about kelvin.
i wana watch over the hedge. its so CUTE. i can burp my abcs. A~B~C~ AHH!! LOL. its cute luhs. x)
go eat my lunch. bbyes. x) oh yeah. EXAMS OVER. x)
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115 days!! xD
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Get to know yourself betterYour view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.im weird. its not that true for me. x(
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haiz..im dan xin-ing for connie..haiz.
got quite a few things to blog..budden like 'earthworm theory' is already in yijie's blog. aww. and another thing is. iv got a BAD BAD memory. so. yeah. i just rmbed..i ate the instant noodles just now? yeah..i think only like that..and..okay. i really cannot remember anything.
OH YEAH. CONNIE DAMN PRO!!!! hahx. she rocks. hahx. she is takuando(like that?) black belt nia!!! wow. hahx.
oh yeah...another thing.
119118117 116 days!! xD*yawn
dunno why very tired today..tried to sleep at da zhu house..the PROBLEM IS. they are SOOO noisy. den keep roll here roll there. x( den ziu sui bu zhao. x(
i missed witch hunter robin last night...if anyone watched pls tell me what happened..
now the one piece my bro friend got until 185. get le 186 den burn. cuz we watch until 183. enel is sorta bei thrashed. he got his mantra budden cannot work. xD cuz something happen.. hahx. damn cute and cool and pro lah. luffy. maybe you ppl find it lame lahs. budden its only the beginning lame..den the the CP9 plot and the water 7 plot both very good. the drawing got better oso. i recomend one piece.
im sooo looking forward to the chalet. aww. why cant september come earlier?
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aww..i think the nice nice wanting is gone. x( she went off. i think. not offline though.
alana told me to do this when im die-deading.
alana is nice. x) he looks so cute with his small
beady eyes. he got a deep deep voice which sounds so manly.
...
can i stop this?
kkay. im stopping.
im BORED.
ill prefer to do this.
yijie is nice. x) she looks so cute with her nice nice fringe. she got a sweet sweet voice that can touch anyone that heard it.
OMGOMGOMG. hahx. i found out something. there is some one else in nas de name is ALANA!! xD as in. not alana gay ng yong xiang. x)
continue..aiya. dun wan le. i wana watch tv. bbyes.
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haiz..getting mood swings so easily nowadays...haiz. damn it. i must learn anger management. haiz.
MUAHAHAH!!! hahx. bahh. behh. beahh. boo. x) im WEIRD.
120 days!! xD
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oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah!! most probably i wont get into sc. i think. i hope. duno why i dun wan become le..hahx. im weird.
121 days!! xD
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121 days!! xD
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122 days!! xD
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hmm..how pp chalet almost like become my bday chalet!! hahx. no way lorx. cuz they wana zhen me..x( evil right? yeah. i know. im talkin to myself. xD
today talked quite abit of nonsensical stuff to someone. hahx. im just naggy. too much nagging from family. i think its the genes lah.
today at yijie house..i went HIGH. as in HIGH HIGH. hahx. wanted to call elsen. he dun wan pick up!!! no fair!!! hmph. hahx. duno why. suddenly very high. think maybe b4 that i was too low..haiz. aniw. IM SO SORRY JASMINE. MY ATTITUDE WAS SHIT. im just..quite upset about rabbits. i really missed them alot..haiz...i think my rabbit story only yijie will wana hear. cuz she heard!! xD im so..fortunate to have her. x)
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i can JUMP. i can RUN. i can...walk? yeah. walk properly. xD
are they shy or what? always dao me..tml going school at 9!! meeting yijie. xD giving her wake up call at 8. and i haven even start my geog. crap. only know bits and pieces...haiz.bad hair day. x(oh yeah!! i getting 80+++ for my art!! hahx. all thx to mr chong's magical touches. xD budden say must see other cher..duno lahx. just hope is he mark only...haiz.should i clip up my fringe again? hahx. i duno. as in. really dunno. i wanted to put like what it is designed to be..in the front. budden its damn luan one..haiz. see first bah.pls ppl. dun hit/kick/touch my ankle. the jing gu only just went back in place. its still pain. just that i don't wana bao anymore. so..don't kick horx...abit dissapointed in me..haiz. im going at it again. i hate this me. budden really. i almost xxxx. haiz..i think i got some prob..haiz. dunno lahx.bbyes. everyone remember to dig your ear!! xD
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LOL. im so crap now. 6 convers. one of them got game. SO MANG!!! okay. now someone go study le. now still got 5!!!! omgomgomg.
silence~ hahx. so peaceful. AHH!! so many convers again. wait wait wait..later i post again..i need to go change somethings..i mean. my post..cuz got afew more ppl wish me well..b4 i forget i muz go..byes
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halo! im at yijie house now. bbyes. i post again later. xD
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